Didn't sleep last night except for an hour here and there. Had no water in my apartment for a few hours, failed at trying to get fencing for Jack so he doesn't have to be caged up on the balcony again.
The plans I thought I had for the day have fallen through, the cupboards are bare, I'm out of drinking water it's hotter than hell outside (I've drunk 15 litres of water in 5 days) and I'm beginning to feel a little bit of "what on EARTH do I think I am DOING here?!?". To be fair, I've felt that way at least once during other phases of life (which turned out fine in the end) but at this point, the feelings has become so frighteningly familiar that I really get annoyed when it crops up.
Although I certainly feel like it, I am not a shipwrecked sailor. I am an over-educated, over-trained, over-inspired young person bursting with ideas and passion to share with the world and I just need a chance to let them all fly out and get the job done. The kind of job that actually brings money. But I think I need to make my own chances. That's the sticky part. Maybe I should take a class on how to do that.
Just kidding.
"To a worm in horseradish, the whole world is horseradish." Yiddish Proverb
3 comments:
You crack me up! And you WILL make your own chances! You go, Girl! Bunches of love and hugs, Momma
And PS... Love your new subtitle for this blog. XO, Momma
Hi Mom,
Thanks for being such a loyal reader. Though your comments embarrass me at times, I feel lucky to have such a committed fan :). XO
P.S. How do I know WHICH thing qualifies as the MAIN thing? That's my question. Maybe answer that in an email...ha!
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